I am so pissed off!!!! (just to be honest).
It feels like knots inside
my heart is going to jump out of my chest
Every time I see the congrats
every baby that is born
I just scream WHY?!!!!
Why were they the "lucky" ones?
Why was Bella taken from me?
What did I do?
At least if I knew why, then maybe it wouldn't hurt so much...
