Awake and Dreaming

My thoughts are racing, and I can't seem to slow them down. Thinking about everything and anything. I am not worried about anything, I am not freaking out; I am just awake and dreaming. Dreaming of the future. When will I meet the one who will fulfill all the love songs I listen too? Will I ever finish school? How will the Lord use me in the nations? I am dreaming about Nicaragua...Again. Will I go back, or better yet...When? Dreaming about the things I know, things I've learned about my country and the ways I choose to live. Wondering what my responsibilities are in living in this 'blessed' society. I am also dreaming of The Day. How will He come? What will it look like to be spotless and blameless? My heart is so full to see that day! It's coming, and I can't wait! I can't wait till my wedding day with the king! I am dreaming of all the peoples, tribes, nations, and tongues...What are they doing now? How long until they can know true love? Someday, this will all be answered, and sometime I should go to sleep. But until then, I will keep dreaming...